so once these eight pages of paper are done for my last class, its time to get out the pen and pad. maybe ill finish a song for once. freestyles only go so far.

It must signify the turning of a new page in life. 

As I became filled with excitement that I finally received the opportunity to break free from my job of 5 years with In-N-Out, I rushed to call my mom and deliver the great news. The interview went smoother than I could have expected and discussing the decision with my previous manager reassured me that we were on good ties as we went our separate ways. It’s slightly unreal to think that I finally made the leap and the excitement that my close friends and family displayed had me feeling pretty proud of myself. This is real life. 

I didn’t expect growing up to be so difficult. Especially when I pick up my phone six hours later to hear crying from my mom. The last time I heard this was when I was moving away to college. In between the sobs, I pieced together the words that I was not quite ready to hear.

“I put Sierra down.”

The golden retriever that had come to be a key part in our family since I was in sixth grade is now gone. The one family member that has constantly kept my mom company since I’ve been away at school. Mom, you were forced to make a huge decision and it kills me that I can’t be there to hug you right now. I love you both.

I guess this is growing up.

procrastination at its finest. grown accustomed to the routine and pulled the grades so far…look at me mama, im on my way!

only a year left.

But damn that muffin was good.

more often. So here.

And the thinking, type, delete, type, delete takes place yet again.

Maybe THAT’S why I rarely update. Stop thinking so much.